I feel like I’m swirling
Have so much to feel
Don’t know where to start
Don’t know where to go
Wanna be left alone
But honestly, I don’t
I feel like I have to be
Someone I’m not
Just to fix what I did
Just to prove I’m worthy
No space is my own these days
Can’t feel without being asked
Can’t express how I feel without shoving it down
Isolation ain’t easy
I feel misunderstood
I never quite could
Choke up the words I really meant
It haunts me still