A friend ripped from my life
A gap with nothing to fill it
Now I'm left watching a musical favored by Anna
instead of enjoying the presence of Anna
Teetering around my emotions
Like a glass window
I can see straight through it
Yet it's another dimension
Outside, inside, what is real life?
Don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna be with people either
Wanna talk to God
Seems like I've forgotten how
La La Land indeed, a foreign world to me
Staggering drunk
Without a single taste of wine
Fuzzy now, maybe clear tomorrow
But probably not
More than a friend
More than a gap
More than a pain
Fun
Laughter
Fellowship
Honesty
Big love
Brilliance
Grace
Creativity
Unity
Light